food for thought.

"God always acts in your best interest, even when it is painful and you don't understand it."

A prayer that was said during this past semester, at BSM large group on a Tuesday evening; it really spoke to my heart and got me thinking.

It went something like this: Lord, let me hear you! Allow me to clear my heart and mind to really listen to you. I've learned that I can't listen to myself and trust my own heart. My life is yours! only you know the ultimate plans for me...and I have to learn to trust you. amen.

do you remember?

so many memories and experiences in the past few months.

I don't know if I want to recall them.? Some are good & others bring tears to my eyes. They'll be memories for me...whether I like them to be or not, I have no say in that right now.

[sigh's]

I need to focus. And right now that means focusing on my one true Love-Christ. I need to build my relationship, strengthen it, and renew it. I need to clear my heart and mind. I want to fall back in love with Him & feel close to Him again...I feel so far away.

I do thank the Lord for my AMAZING parents and for awesome friends. I needed them the most the past month.

I am still struggling with things, but I hope, and do believe I am getting better...unless there is another crazy twist to life again?

Just pray my head doesn't explode. :) thats exaggerating it, but do keep me in prayer and that I can maintain low stress.